The reason for this blog.

As I approach 40 years of age, I find myself in need of getting stuff off my chest. I need to express who I am, how I became what I am, and simply scribble down Ideas. I also need to combat what I've become. In the latter years, I have become my illness. I no longer have my illness, some times, no, I now am the illness all the time. Every waking hour it's on my mind, every decision I make is trough the lenses of the illness. Anxiety and mood swings all around.

It affects my spouse, it affect my children, and it alienates my fiends.

I won't hold back much when writing here, but I will not provide information regarding my family and friends. If I write about my day, I will most likely scramble some of the events, add some details and omit some.

That does not mean that my intent and feelings will be false.

For now, I do it under the wonderful pen name "Just Me".

I am who I am after all, illness and all.

While this blog will be mostly for me to vent good and bad, maybe someone will relate. Maybe someone would find it helpful. I how I will in any case.

-- Just Me