Recently, we celebrated my twins birthday. During the preparations, my oldest had a particularly bad mood, and the handling of this took a lot out of me and my spouse. This meant that when my parents arrived, they picked up on this. I also had the onset of a panic
All family got stomach fly last week. And of course, I spent 24 hours with on and off anxiety attacks because of it. And now, anxiety hoovers over me non stop, ready to attack if I forget to not stress. Weekend went better to some extent. I was alone with
I am who I am. That's who I am. I am 39,5 years old. I got Bipolar type II, and for some reason, after many years of everything actually working as it should, at least for 10 of 12 months a year, life decided I needed more
As I approach 40 years of age, I find myself in need of getting stuff off my chest. I need to express who I am, how I became what I am, and simply scribble down Ideas. I also need to combat what I've become. In the latter years,