Weekend gone. Anxiety come.

All family got stomach fly last week. And of course, I spent 24 hours with on and off anxiety attacks because of it. And now, anxiety hoovers over me non stop, ready to attack if I forget to not stress.

Weekend went better to some extent. I was alone with one of the children on Saturday while the oldest was competing in sports. Sunday, two of my children was home while the oldest was competing.

It went great really.

Now, at work again, I notice that anxiety is ever present. My jaws are tense, and I need to constantly destress to the detriment of my work capacity. It sucks really, but it is what it is.

This week, my goal is to start prepping our veranda and terrasse for a new coat of paint or oil depending on what we decide for.

I also need to make stock of what needs to be prepared for our aboveground pool. Our neighbors complained our pump made to much noise last summer. I need to move it from the terrace and directly on the ground at least, maybe also build a isolated "house" for it. If that does not work, I would need to purchase a variable speed pump to replace the one integrated in my sand filter.

I also need to wash the cars...